so this is it.
my last day of my Junior year.
its 2:30 in the morning, thundering and I can't seem to sleep a wink.
i feel like i'm standing on the very eclipse of my life.
this next year is really the beginning of my life.
when successful people are judged and their childhoods are dissected
they focus on their senior year of high school and college life onto the present.
yes, i am on the brink of my life, the starting block waiting for the starting whistle.
so i can dive into life.
i just hope my goggles dont fill with water.
<3

today was the last day.
it was hard sitting at lunch with all my senior friends and knowing it was the last time
i've sat with them all for 2 yrs now, we all had the same lunch because we all had acappella together.
they've always been at clinton high with me, so to see them gone now......its incredulous.
you'd think with all the change and loss i've had in my life i'd just learn to get used to it.
i never do.
<3

so wow...what a fall!
i've been so busy...here's a brief overview:
i've been working my ass off for obama... and it obviously paid off!
:D
then my fall play...a success
currently piecing together the next issue of my school newspaper for a thursday print date
and last weekend....was just about the most amazing weekend of my life.
My high school drama troupe attended the
Iowa State Thespian Festival.
I performed my I.E. as well as auditioned for next years All-Chapter show
"The Laramie Project,"
I was shaking the whole weekend, wondering if I'd been good enough or not....
during intermission of the final mainstage show they posted the cast list...
I made it!!!
Pretty much the best experience of my life!
I can't wait for next year! This has been seriously a dream come true!!
<3